leliasheart
Fighting my own personal demons....
Change
It sucks that I know that my life isn't going anywhere.... that there are things that I can control and that I can change but I just suck it up (bitch about it for a while) and then continue on with the same ridiculous crap.
I hate my job. Working for family is just the worst. Being taken advantage of on a constant basis. Helping her to succeed with her company while she sits back and soaks up in all the glory. Its so gut wrenching. My nursing career is not happening soon enough.
I worry that I may be going down the wrong career path. What if nursing turns out to not be for me? What if I hurt someone? What if I just don't get it?
Perhaps im just overwhelmed with this whole house situation. Our lease is up the end of October and I have no clue whether we can go month to month until we can get a loan to build a house... or if there is just a year only lease. Which would suck. Its been going on 4 months at least since I asked the realtor company about going month to month and they are yet to respond.
Its been a long crappy day. Going to bed soon to hopefully wake up to a better day.
I hate my job. Working for family is just the worst. Being taken advantage of on a constant basis. Helping her to succeed with her company while she sits back and soaks up in all the glory. Its so gut wrenching. My nursing career is not happening soon enough.
I worry that I may be going down the wrong career path. What if nursing turns out to not be for me? What if I hurt someone? What if I just don't get it?
Perhaps im just overwhelmed with this whole house situation. Our lease is up the end of October and I have no clue whether we can go month to month until we can get a loan to build a house... or if there is just a year only lease. Which would suck. Its been going on 4 months at least since I asked the realtor company about going month to month and they are yet to respond.
Its been a long crappy day. Going to bed soon to hopefully wake up to a better day.
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